Life - and everything in it

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!

I watched 'Psycho' on New Years Eve and am a little ashamed to say that one bit scared me and that I did sooooo not see the ending coming.

So the first song on repeat is for 2012 is "I wish I was James Bond" by Scouting For Girls, I think it would be even more awesome with a video clip....well a really good one because really you could have so much fun with this song=)

so you know the job that I briefly mentioned in my last post? well it turns out that there was hundreds and hundreds of applicants and that there are in fact three shortlists that you have to top before you get the actual job. Anyway my real problem is that I didn't realise this until I had to return their call, I thoughht that when Irang them they would say "would you like to come in for an interview?" and had mentally prepared my answer, (but apparently you have to make the third shortlist for that) back to the point I didn't realise it would be a phone interview! FUCK!
 
everytime I answered any of their questions I would end with "and stuff like that" well actually thats not really the truth i would say stuff about every three words and then end with that, and to make matters worse at one point we must have lost connection or something and she kept saying "hello", "hello?" until she says "hello?, are you still here?" and my response was "yep.....are you still there?" In an attempt to be polite and make conversation, needless to say the connection was working again. *facepalm*. .......I guess its good I made the interviewer laugh.

I'm supposed to et a call within the next few days if I make the next shortlist. Which is pretty unlikely, but I'm still impressed I made the first one so yea=D 

I've been watching this Australian show called 'Tangle' its its weirdly addicting to watch because the show is actually REALLY depressing most of the time, but I have watched the all of the series which have been released and now I'm annoyed that the next one doesn't come out until March and that you have to have Foxtel! this is terrible, plus I can't find version 4.0 of the I.T Crowd and I really want to watch it....I think that just says that I need a life=p  

two posts in one month!?! this is pretty impressive for me=)

I just told my parents about how I moved Wagga to my first preference, their faces dropped. 
I had decided to take a gap year. Now I'm not sure again.
I'm applying for a job, i'm not sure I want. 
But I did get a CD I like=)
And now I should probably do some chemistry because I'm only up to chapter 6/36 and I only have a couple of weeks left.

I painted a lounge room this week, twice in the colour of seed pearl which is a dulux colour, although we got it mixed in a british paint because dulux sucks. Because our roofs slant upwards this was an annoying job. I then watched as my parents removed our carpet which was a dark brown shag, which is reaaly bad I can't beleive they bought it in the first place =p well that is whoever owned it in the first place. I then watched as my parents arms and any other place that the carpet had touched swell, and break out in rashes and was very glad that I did not offer to help. Basically it stunk, people were ill and there were many odd stains. we then HAND sanded our floors and stained them. oh i forgot to mention the window job, the removing of furniture and the pulling down of curtains.
oh yes thats how exciting this week and a bit has been=p at least our lounge room/dining room looks really good now rather than the dark brown shag and gross green walls that we used to have=)

hahaha is that what you wanted Vanessa? =D

just finished my last assignment and read my speech out to the class and stuff. so I now have around 2 hours hanging at school with nothing to do......I'm bored, happy that I have no more assignments and dissapointed that I can't afford to skip any more maths, but mostly very bored.....I could study but that would be also very boring =p

maybe. "He ain't heavy, he's my brother" =)
beacuse it is an amazing song=D but only if it was sung by that guy who sang it at the performance with RMC band, because that was amazing =D

So the final episode of the voice showed last night and Javier Colon won (kinda already knew cause i googled it) but anyway he was pretty good
anyway my point of this is i went to download one of the other contestants song from itunes and i accidently stumbled across 3 albums produced by this person 1 in 2003, 1 in 2009 and the other in 2010 so i was kind of like well thats weird so i started looking up the other contestants and sure enough ALL of the contestants i searched for had produced albums already at some point in their life including the winner
forgive me if i'm wrong but I thought the whole point of the voice was to find people who could sing but would find it hard to get signed because they aren't as pretty or whatever I mean I understand if their CD flopped or whatever and they were just trying to promote them but should that have meant that ALL of the finalists (who have already been signed) kick out people who never got the chance?

Idk i just thought it was a little unfair =p

I just did the entire maths assignment and was all like
'this isn't too bad i eventually worked out the formula and did everything,  why was everyone drawing those stupid graphy things? there isn't even any in the assignment!'  
so at this realisation i start to look back over the assignment questions because it was really weird that EVERYONE was doing them and i found it....... i totally missed 2a. my stupid reading  just skipped over it!!! I have to do the damn thing all over again=p i'm actually really annoyed so now i'm back to procrastinating =)

I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY EXCITED! because i just found the 'surprise me' button on the lj homepage that  takes you to all these random journals......when you filter through all the stuff that you can't read (is it in russian or something?) it is actually really cool =D 

so i thought i'd already posted something along these lines but apparently not in a while so.
again like everyone else i'm stressed about uni. I did really want to go to sydney but i can't afford it and i don't really want to take my parents money. but if i stay in canberra would i ever bother gaining independence and what if i don't even meet anyone new because its just the same people again that i've met through a friend of a friend or i went to school with at some point. PLUS i would technically be going to school with my mother and not only that but actually taking the same classes as her, which you know i like my mum but i can see what would happen....

mum: what about him?
me: what about him?
mum: well he's cute go out with him:
me: i really don't want to have this conversation with you
mum: why not? he is totally cute
me (lying): he isn't my type
mum: ohhhh he is *goes over to random dude*, hello, how are you?, whats your name?, what religion are you?, are you straight?, you're really really really cute you know you should meet my daughter she's really hot too and smart etc etc.   
"GRACE WHERE ARE YOU!?!"
me (said quietlywith my face in my hands half trying to hide underneath some sort of....table?): omg please don't
mum: come over and meet (insert name here) he is soooo hot!

I won't go on anymore i've already written too much and it only gets much much much much much much worse, really a lot worse
this isn't bad this is sooo far pretty good for her
and your probably thinking that isn't too bad
but it is because all this is happening in a room full of a lot of people and my mum is shouting and at some point she will drag me, literally drag me, to this prson and literally push us together and say talk.

i should probably get back to writing my rationale now.....
 

I'm actually REALLY depressed right now, i mean i was really excited towards the end of school today because i found out that the UAC guide for 2012 had arrived
but now all i can think about is the fact that i dropped french today.....which WAS what i wanted at the time but now i'm not so sure, i just feel REALLY guilty and well depressed,
the teacher almost cried when i told her i was dropping her class, which made it worse cause she is really nice and well awesome and its not like i don't like the subject, but i never really did much in class anyway it was kind of like english but with even less stuff to do and  i didn't do as well in it as i would of liked besides i was a bit of a loner as of this term anyway.

but now i'm not so sure dropping the class was the right decision for me....